Thursday, September 29, 2005
i feel so lost..

when will this be over?

[Edited: 9.26pM]
oh no it's acting up again.

some of the many tinks i wanna do after promooooos:
1) sleep!
2) watch Advent children
3) chat lyke crazy
4) watch m0vie
5) sh0pping (no $$ but sh0p f0r fun lala)
6) binge(oops i do tis quite often anywae)
7) watch vCds
8) play badmint0n
9) meet up wif nana
10)play mahj0ng
11)changi airp0rt
12)pasir ris park
13)bomb shelter
14)Maple (thx to candy-jie, ry and mt's influence)
15)any kind of lamerz outing
16)any kind of class outing
17)actually any kind of outing :P

bah. tinking of the wrong stuff at the wrong time :X

Tuesday, September 27, 2005
oh my tian. i juz got to noe tt when mothers get together they actually gossip abt their own children! -.-" yes my mum is one of them. *peng*

nth much to bl0g abt. life's been abt p0nning sch hahaha. wad is tis man. feel lyke killing myself :X

Monday, September 26, 2005
oh man. i w0ke up at 10.30am t0day and went t0 sch onli f0r chem SPA! haha! damn shi0k la shud d0 tis m0r often :P p0n sch t0 sleep. hMm. bad girl. lol.

i wanna watch ff7 Advent Children! si ky sent mi part of the vide0 tempt mi..but n0t bad Credits got cass and my name. hahaha. was spending so much time trying t0 dl it wif the help of hy budden realize jw can juz burn int0 cd f0r me. lalala s0 saved the tr0uble! haa :D

sheesh. if i keep going sch i'm gonna get retained. must NOT get retained! =X

Sunday, September 25, 2005
binging is horribly shiok. muahaha. *oiNks*

Friday, September 23, 2005
(8) dang ou men tong zai yi qi..zai yi qi..zai yi qi..(8)

lol lol lol. dat was frm Wang Zi Bian Qing Hua. hahaha damn funny lar. (those hu watch it will understand =P)

anywae, i slept at 11pm last nite! hah! wad a miracle lol. feels damn shuang to slp bef0re 12am lehh. heh. met meiting gwenda candy-jie and ry for lunch at c0r0 before going to sch for GP paper. damn shit lar they shud put the paper in the m0rning lo..aftern00n damn sleepy -.-" anywae GP was soo dead lar..the qns so chim and the AQ is crap. bah. nvm over liao lalala.

after the paper mi beaver dhiviya candy-jie n ivan went Junction 8 pastamania for dinner! wh0o i l0ve ocean baked pasta. heh :P den went ivan's hse do PW..g0sh tt si ivan's hse SO DAMN NICE LA!! ivan i hate u!! lol. it's th0se kind of super old HDB-like condo..bery spacious but super c0sy. ahhhh..and i l0ve the breeze! haha. oh and it was damn funny la we spent alm0st 2 hrs arguing and debating over the f0rmat of intr0. oh my tian. :X so finished at abt 11pM and went home.

die liao die liao must abandon plan to d0 tut0rials and start revision! oh anywae i finally changed my bl0g song! (karla n ver0n u b0th can dun complain le) heh :)

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
someone tell me how i should be feeling now.

happy? sad? excited? stressed? confused?

:D :( :D :( :D :( :D :( :D :(

it's a torture to haf mixed feelings. bah.

Sunday, September 18, 2005
YiPpEe! tink i'm abit mad lia0..i onli slept for 1.5 hrs on fri m0rning but was damn awake in sch the entire day o_0 vici0us sleeping cycle!! :X it was such a loooong day on fri..had chem remedial right after sch ended (was supp0sed t0 g0 f0r maths remedial but t0o bad time clash =P) and s0rt of chatted wif mrs ng..haha her husband really is fungi's chem teacher in AJ lar! yayy bei wo jie chuan le muahaha :P went linkway t0 find karla n ver0n s0 we shun bian watched the perf0rmance f0r mid-autumn festival celebrati0n. oh man the skit by MLDDS was so lame! *chang er ben yue* and they actually used 10 yell0w balloons f0r the 10 suns -.-" lol.

after dat mi n ver0n went t0 play wif paper lanterns den went t0 film our h0rr0r vide0 f0r HALO. hahaha i'm one of the "gh0sts"! lol lol lol i din n0e i can look s0 freaky okie..tian ah =X khairi was daMn funny oso lar! haha yup s0 we left sch quite late..went l0t 1 wif ver0n n karla t0 eat our dinner. wanted t0 g0 f0od c0urt but cl0sed le -.-" s0 went t0 the 24hr hawker centre..lol we ate till damn full la. ver0n suddenly n0t feeling well s0 we left..argh den sth happened n i was damn paiseh la =X shall skip dat here haha :p

ydae was kind 0f pr0ductive? haha c0s went karla's hse t0 mug wif ver0n..yay i finished ONE overdue tut0rial! *beams* okie tt was s0 rubbish. we ended up ghoping wadever f0od we can find in karla's hse lol. den went back BP wif karla t0 take a l0ok at the m0oncake festival celebrati0n. (laMerz pang seh lar -.-") g0sh it was s00000 pathetic tis yr la =X n0t many ex-bpians went back..chatted wif cai h0ng f0r a while den was t0o sian le s0 went h0me.

t0day w0ke up den half day g0ne le..c0s ydae chatted till 6aM on the f0ne haa. i br0ke my rec0rd of 5 hrs and 1 min! lol. went laM s0on t0 play candles wif fungi gera pj and sc..ehh sk it's okie lar we caN still meet s0on! s0 dun be t0o upset okay! den played a while onli..lighted up the entire bridge at the playgr0und and the sPiral thingy..g0sh it was s0 nice! haha it's kind of chewdish lar but quite fun mah. lol. t0o bad we din haf enuff sparklers t0 thr0w up the trees tis yr. lalala. went mac t0 eat and came h0me. My Date With Vampire III is nice leh! :D

lalala :)

Thursday, September 15, 2005
one of the super rare times i reached home before sunset and i had to sleep(wif my hair wet again) till 8pm. rahhh. tok abt wasting time.

?snoce pord i duhs

Monday, September 12, 2005
wh0a! i had s0 much t0 bl0g ab0ut on sat nite but i fell aslp while watching the repeat 0f jUe dUi superstar -.-" bahh. aNyway the OAC adventure c0urse turned out t0 be very fUn! hee and all 0f us alm0st wanted t0 p0n lo..thx t0 ben c0s he specially sent us a msg warning us n0t t0 p0n. lol lol lol.

s0 went t0 sent0sa early in the m0rning and alighted at the ranger stati0n. wahh it's lyke kind of ulu lar..i went sent0sa s0 maNy times but nv n0ticed tt place b4. so started out wif a sh0rt briefing by our instruct0r Leslie..den he asked us t0 intr0duce ourselves which was lyke huh damn weird la c0s we all s0 sh0u wif each other le. lol. and we wr0te stupid laMe names f0r each other t0 stick on our shirts..thx t0 Gu En (g00n) mi and cass became the 2 Ru Hua..karla became M18(hahaha thx t0 me) and ky became Qian Da! played a team-building game called Warp Speed..haha it's kind of interesting h0w u "cheat" by finding looph0les in the rules. our best timing was 3 sec! haa

den went outd00rs f0r Low Elements..played Whale Watch Team which everyone hafta balance on a giant see-saw f0r at least 30 sec0nds..haha we tried many many times but failed..best timing was onli 20 sec. s0 went on t0 the Giant Finger(yupyup the one we had at Jalan Bahtera during sec 3 camp :D ) and our fastest timing was 8 sec! wh0o! last one was the Low Wall (which dun seem low at all)..alth0ugh we exceeded the limited time but everyone managed t0 climb over! yayy.

had a rather full lunch and went on t0 the High Elements..haha it was damn scary but damn fun :P we were rand0mly split up int0 grps 0f 5-6..haha my grp s0 qiao lo g0t mi cass kaiyang j0anna woonling and jiay0ng. lol ga0 xiao. so took turns to belay and climb the obstacles. sheesh lar i g0t lifted off the gr0und while i was belaying woonling!! argh s0 paiseh la! -.-" den while i was climbing stupid ky and cass kept b0mbing mi..hai w0 stand up there laughing and sh0uting away lyke sum idi0t while the thingy shook lyke mad lol..still curse w0 get striked by lightning lar..wad g0od frenz -.-" and when i was reaching the gr0und si jiay0ng grabbed my feet and twirled mi ar0und lar. ahh! t0ld u our grp is ga0 xia0 le. lol.

it rained but we still c0ntinued..after dat went t0 try out the ladder thingy and the jump-n-grab-the-pole or wadever u call it haha. once again i was laughing away up there and the p0le was lyke wh0a so damn far away! (compared to the one i tried in sec 3) s0 after swinging my hands f0r quite l0ng i gave up and jumped d0wn lol..argh kind 0f regretted it haha. but the feeling of "flying" is quite shi0k heh.

after High elements we went back t0 the Whale Watch thingy again! maybe c0s of the High elements everyone suddenly cud balance quite well haa..s0 we cl0cked 65 SECONDS!! wh0o! *grins*

had final debrief back at the ranger stati0n and watched the vide0 of wad we did the entire day..hahaha it was realli damn spastic and funny. lol. g0t our certificates and the ph0t0 we t0ok at the start 0f the day! wh0a i love the ph0t0! (too bad i dun haf a scanner hai~) oYa and at the start 0f a day we had t0 rand0mly pick a pers0n wh0m we hafta observe for the entire day and give feedback/comments t0 the pers0n at the end of the pr0gramme. interesting huh. haha.

and the 2 instruct0rs there gave mi a new nickname: mang ka. -.-" means m0squit0 bite. *peng*

had dinner at l0ng j0hn near PS and oh man we g0ssiped and laughed so much till i had stitch lar.

OAC ROCKS! SOOMPA! :D

and yes..i'm FINALLY beginning to feel the stress and panic liao. haha. mrs ng juz asked mi to go for personal chem remedial c0s i flunked the chem lecture test so badly. oOps. n0w my goal is t0 get pr0m0ted t0 J2! sheesh i hafta catch up on all the tut0rials tt i'm lagging behind s0 much 1st. yes. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION. thanks loads to everyone hu nv fail to remind mi n0t t0 fall aslp and mug hard! thx ver0n for ur Mug! haa

oh and mrs lai finally came back t0day! wahh she juz went f0r cancer treatment lar..damn scary but luckily it was disc0vered early s0 there's a complete cure. *phew*

life is so unpredictable.

i love selling ch0cs! haha NJCians pls supp0rt grad nite and buy our ch0cs fr0m Cocoa Tree okie? we'll be selling at the canteen f0r tis entire week.

okie tis is getting naggy. haa.

Friday, September 09, 2005
h0w come i din manage t0 replenish my sleep tis h0ls ah?? *grrr* t0day need t0 wake up early again f0r bi0 SPA..actually cud haf slept l0nger but my dad was spraying dunn0 wad in my r0om(n0t bAyg0n h0r) -.-" RAHH. anywae screwed up my skill B t0tally lar..sian..i already screwed up my 2 trial SPAs bef0re tis le. ahhhh h0w careless can i get?? *bish*

after SPA mi candy-jie clara n dhiviya went t0wn (AGAIN! lol) t0 haf our lunch..den went t0 hunt f0r steph's bdae present. sheesh i myself lyke wad we b0ught her lar! haha. den clara n dhiviya went t0 try on and b0ught sum t0ps..by tt time i already buay tahan le..g0ing t0 c0llapse lia0..s0 went h0me after dat. den i fell aslp while standing on the bus..ARGH I WANNA BOMB THE BUS UNCLE his driving CMI lahh! he kept stepping on the accelerat0r and the bus jerks every 2 sec. omg my feet felt lyke jelly when i finally reached cCk. -__________-"

came h0me f0r a while den went my auntie's hse..whEe! haha i miss g0ing there..but seems lyke as time g0es by i cud hardly find the time t0. hai~ anywae she was s0 happy when i gaVe her the m0oncakes hehe :D

oYa! ex-BPians!! wh0 waNna g0 back next sAt (17 sep) f0r the m0oncake festival celebrati0n??

is this a dream? if it is, i hope i'll never wake up..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
w0oh0o the sep h0ls are here!! yes i'm extremely WOLS hahaha. for the past few days i've been erm, r0tting and slacking and d0ing all s0rts of rand0m tinks EXCEPT catching up on my long overdue tut0rials. dat is so typical me hahaha.

FOCUS FOCUS!! stop getting distracted!! :X

and i've yet to do my EoM FIRST DRAFT. OMG someone kick me pls.

tml g0ing w0odlands library wif OAC peeps. haha HOPEFULLY i can START d0ing sum work. friday is bio SPA (sheesh i hope i wun screw it up again) and sat is Adventure Course. bah. tt spells the end of h0lidays.

*gives myself a hard pinch*

sheesh i feel lyke a nutcase. hahaha.

Monday, September 05, 2005
i'm happy!!! *grins* lalala. sheesh i need zhen ding ji. hahaha :p

Sunday, September 04, 2005
why would ppl tend to take note 0f/ comment on/ criticise a girl's dressing rather than a guy's? it's kind of unfair isn't it..guys can dress shabbily for all they care but a girl must at least look presentable or sth when they g0 out. is appearance really s0 impt? can u even judge ppl by h0w they l0ok? wad a superficial, shallow world. wad's the pt 0f spending so much on clothes when ur inner self can't even cover up wad u're wearing. ironic.

anywae, t0day met up wif ivan, candy-jie, steph and dhiviya f0r pw at b0rders bistro. dunn0 y tt ivan alwiz lykes t0 ch0ose such expensive places f0r pw lar -.-" qian da. anywae we spent quite a l0ng time in the cafe..den went t0 walk ar0und t0wn wif candy-jie and dhiviya. walked f0r a few hrs..den went PS t0 eat..den walked ar0und summ0r at fareast. omg legs damn tired haha kept on walking n walking. on bus 190 candy-jie kept telling mi there's a guy hu stared at mi lyke i n0e him or sth..but i dun s0 i juz shrugged it 0ff. budden after candy-jie alighted tt guy suddenly came n ask mi in a super sarcastic t0ne "do u really enjoy cultural mapping so much??" (i was wearing cultural mapping shirt lar) huh i was lyke why the hell wud u ask mi such a qn..and i dun even n0e u l0r! s0 i was lyke "huh no lar" but i regretted it c0s i shud haf said "aiya i very poor mah n0 $$$ buy shirts" -.-"

so freaky lar. so many weird NJCians lurking around in town. bah i'm in a cynical mood today.

Friday, September 02, 2005
yesterdae was Passion Pursuit Day! wh0a tis week really flew by damn fast..suddenly it's september hols! (which means promos is nearing haiz) we actually planned t0 g0 quite alot of venues ydae de..but in the end we spent a long long time in CA05 meddling wif the handicraft stuff(surprise surprise! :O) haha it's c0s we wanted to support mandy chua mah. ended up making the furry ball and flowers..sheesh i really suck at making such stuff. lalala.

went for the DJ-ing at LT4 and watched sum super spastic and funny MVs..haha Mr Yeo was so sarcastic lahh. oya and we b0ught greeting cards meant to help the philipinos..quite cute lehh. bad tink was we cudn't use the c0up0ns at all the entire day..so..wasted our 10 BUCKS!! argh !@#$%^&* stayed back for CIA meeting and collected the mooncakes we ordered. sheesh made cass they all wait f0r mi..felt quite bad haha..in the end the meeting was cancelled cos alot had t0 go off too. oOps.

went t0 eat lunch wif cass ky jennifer des meisi jonathan..oMg the chilli sauce was damn hot hahaha. den went k b0x! stupid jennifer pang seh-ed us when he was the one hu wanted t0 g0 k b0x!! QIAN DA! jennifer NI WAN DAN LE. anywae it was so funny lahh..thx t0 ky we had t0 pause the s0ng Wu Ding twice juz t0 finish laughing. lol lol lol. omg i'm damn br0ke liao. MOONCAKES ANYONE??

ahh..tis s0ng is very very very very very very nice :) (i n0e i abit wols haha)

Ghost of You and Me - BBMak

What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what i do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go, when will that night be over

Chorus:
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
Well one of them is mine
Raising my glass I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me
(chorus repeated)

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
(chorus to fade out)