Monday, April 23, 2007
期望越大，得到的失望越大。

我终于明白这句话的意思。但又如何不能没期望？能做到这点的那一天，也就是死心的那一天。

你是否能明白我内心的挣扎？

Sunday, April 22, 2007
woohoo! i'm back from an estimated 10km walk? (time now 4.12am on sunday morning) ahaha went to haf dinner wif lamerz (minus se pj n sk) at Sakura buffet restaurant (Omni Theatre branch) juz now in the evening. omg we ate SUPER alot and laughed till we had stomachache la! the food's there alright la..but the desserts were quite nice..esp the cakes! went pj's hse to meet se and pj den the 4 of us (mi fungi gera n wilson) decided to catch 200 Pounds Beauty at Westmall (2340hrs). we took cab down cos it was a last min decision haha..lucky we were juz in time. the movie's super nice! very funny and touching. and the female lead's damn georgous. ahahaha. okay i sound damn biantai. but hey! the movie's realli worth the money! go catch it if u're interested! :D

haha okay im digressing. so after the movie wilson took a cab home, while the 3 of us decided to WALK home. yes WALK home hahaha. not to save money la but for the thrill of it. lol :P (but at the same time oso shun bian save $$ mah! HAHA) fungi reached home 1st, den gera and lastly me. gera n i chatted abt super lotsa stuff on the way..haha it's realli very shiok to walk on the roads at nite. super cooling and..shuang. haha. reminds mi of the OAC days. =)

aiya to sum it all, it's been a great day. yays~ and work's surprisingly good although adeline's not around. but i still miss her la. heh heh.

okayy it's 4.20am and my hair's wet and i cant slp. lol i shall go find sum entertainment till my hair dries. gdnite world!

i'm still kinda troubled over tt issue but i really dunno wad to do abt it so..oh well, im gonna juz see how things go. hope i wun be disappointed.

Thursday, April 12, 2007
i foresee a crisis. oh well. i hope it doesnt happen.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
OMGGGG. for sum reason my template's destroyed. ARGH. tis is so saddening cos it wasnt easy for me to find such a nice template! (okay la to me it's super nice mah). rahhh. im gonna juz leave it as it is for now..cant be bothered -.-"

life has been pretty much alright. except dat Adeline and mi suddenly got news tis morning dat we're gonna be transferred to DBS Shenton branch nxt mth. and one of us hafta go over 1st tis thurs. yes THIS THURS. sighh. its kind of too sudden and we were quite sian-ed diao by it. but anywae after discussing wif Adeline she decided to go over 1st..den i'll join her 2 weeks later. haiz no lunch mate for 2 whole weeks. =/ and its gonna be at Tanjong Pagar..meaning my travelling time and cost will increase. oh well. i shall try to be more optimistic. like try new food! hmm.

fungi and mi went to se's and pj's church last fri cos pj was part of the organising committee for Good Friday's celebration. haha see we super gei mian zi k! there were games, movie screening, praise & worship, sharing session and buffet. after tt lamerz (minus gera) went Wilson's hse for stayover! not everyone stayed over but 7/8 of us made an effort to go there. yays. i love such gatherings when its full strength/almost full strength. heh :D we had dinner (again) at wilson's hse and nua-ed ard for a while b4 se and pj went home. so the rest of us played mahjong and watched The Prestige throughout the nite. The Prestige is a really good movie! man i wonder why i din catch it at the cinema when it was still showing. oh yeah and i kept eating the whole nite la. hah. i seriously need to exercise. i haven jogged for half a year alr! =X

anywae we KO-ed after watching the movie (it was alr 5am i tink) and woke up at 7.45am. Teh came to meet us for breakfast at the Yishun hawker centre den we went home. and i still managed to meet jw in the afternoon w/o any slp..haha zai rite! we went Ikea and Queensway to walk ard..ben lai wanted to buy new furniture for my room but suan le. went his hse to watch vcds after tt till quite late..quite amazing dat i can still stay awake. lol. met up wif jennifer, xl and des for dinner at Marina Square on sun evening..omg i shud spend less on food. haha.

oh well i dunno wad to tok abt alr. till im in a better mood to blog~

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
OH YEAH. i promised RY to help her advertise! my fren RY is selling earrings! CHECK THIS OUT:

http://en-amour.blogspot.com

simple yet nice and elegant designs! and at super affordable prices! go take a look!

and so the not-so-pleasant rollercoaster ride came to a stop. haha. *phew* kind of cleared the communication barrier alr, so hopefully things will stay blissful! lol. okayy maybe blissful's not the word. hope things will be smooth-sailing? but in the end its heart over mind i guess. cudnt really bring across everything. oh well. doesnt matterrr. haha =/

if the above paragraph sounds ambiguous to u, juz ignore it. heh.

anywae i've been so lazy to update. went out everyday after work last week (and probably tis week as well) and ended up not having enuff slp. lol =/ but at least it feels like im making full use of my time. yays =D went my auntie's hse for dinner last mon, tues and thurs. oh yes i took 1 hr off frm work last wed and went back NJ wif RY and Clara to give Ms Sim a bdae surprise! it was a success haha! Clara brought lots of party poppers and objects tt make alot of noise..so it still feels quite re nao although there were onli 3 of us. LOL. damn spastic. fungi and se came my hse tt nite..supposedly to continue wif zw's present BUT we ended up chatting till quite late so HAHA TOO BAD ZW. went to meet jw at IMM for dinner after work den went his hse to watch vcds! we watched The Host and Happy Feet..haha The Host turned out to be a comedy lahh. lol.

was supposed to go msia wif my dad on sat den sao mu on sun morn..but sumhow in the end i din go. so met up wif Lamerz on sat nite! FOR THE FIRST TIME (not including Lamerz Day) ALL EIGHT OF US TURNED UP. WHOA~~ zw and wilson had alot to say abt NS. haha. we ate at Cartel den went BP Mac to tok..haha we were attracting alot of attention cos we were super noisy..but it cant be helped mah cos 8 ppl toking at the same time leh. LOL. oh yes we saw serxing n serchuan there! and serkun was present so its all the SERs together. went pj's hse to nua ard and we left at ard 12.30am so all of us had to take cab home cos there were no mor buses or LRT. lol. =/

went shopping wif kelly in town the WHOLE sunday. lucky we both bot sth cos we walked soo much. haha at least the effort wasnt wasted. met up wif her again at Cityhall today after work. had dinner at Azabu Sabo! I still love their desserts. YUM YUM. ^-^ went to walk ard and i ended up spending $$ again o.0 ahhh mor than 1 day's pay gone juz liddat. tsktsk =/ but at least it's my hard earned money n not my parents'. im such a sensible girl! HAHAHA.

HAPPY QING MING JIE EVERYONE!~